For those of you who don’t know, my whole blogging thing started out with “The Green Geek.” I was inspired by the blog of Bonzai Aphrodite to share my own experiences trying to live a healthier lifestyle. At some point, I felt like I was just repeating what she was saying and didn’t feel like my blog was really that original. I tend to get in my head.
When I started this blog, most of those posts went in under “The Life,” which is where this post will end up as well. But recently I have been extremely stressed due to lack of employment and the economic stress that accompanies it, the stress of trying to find a job on an academic job market that is very limited right now and the stress of trying to frame myself for a number of different positions, and the stress of getting a presentation done for a regional professional conference that I enjoy going to. It has been stressful!
On my drive home from the conference, I had a lot of time to think. I also had the stress of the conference gone, on top of having a great presentation and discussion afterward. I stopped to think about my eating habits lately. That made me realize why my fairly new jeans were not fitting as nicely as they should have been. That made me rethink my relationship with food, again, and how I could improve it.
This is far from the first time I’ve had this moment. But I’m human. It happens. I simply got to the point in the cycle where I needed to reevaluate things and start a new approach again. Which started with my grocery shopping today. After picking up some delicious salmon from my usual grocery store, I went over to Aldi, which really should be my regular store.
Our Aldi just got an overhaul/update and I can’t wait to go back when it’s quieter so I can linger and enjoy the new layout. It looks amazing. I picked up a pack of artisanal lettuces, mini cucumbers, and grape tomatoes so I could make myself salads again. When I stopped by Kroger for a few things, I also grabbed a head of red lettuce to make sure I had enough bulk to have salad all week long. I just chopped it up and ran it through the spinner. Doesn’t it look delicious?! Now I just need to grab a couple of handfuls, chop up some tomatoes and cucumber, and I have a salad!
I’m hoping to get myself together so I can make some green goddess dressing soon, instead of relying on what is on the grocery store shelf. It sounds good and I know it’s a dressing that doesn’t live on shelves well. For now, I have some Simply Dressed Avocado Ranch. It sounded the best of my options.
Today has been a good recovery day. I got a good night’s sleep last night. I’ve been hydrating today with an almond milk matcha ‘latte’ and a bottle of water from Aldi. If a bottle of water at the store is looking really good, you buy it because you clearly need the liquids!
One of my problems lately has been eating probably too much sugary stuff than I should be, so I’m trying to limit myself to just a couple of Justin’s dark chocolate peanut butter cups a day. They’re organic, delicious, and dark chocolate, so there’s less sugar than more commercial options.
I can feel that I might need at least the week to really get back to full again, but I also feel a big improvement over last week. I’m going to be sharing my journey back to healthier habits here. I know it sounds cheesy, but I like it. Also, I feel like it is something worth sharing, even if only a few people read it. It’s good to get “on paper,” so to speak!